Joy a.k.a Pain

Have anyone felt,
A joy...
That pains?
The realisation.
Of the truth...
That
What I get nw,
Is not what,
I will get in the future..

Time/Life

Time flows in eternity,
Laying a path of infinity,
For life...
What is to be done,
Before the journey ends,
When energy runs out,
Is to be thought of,
And be done...
Me,
Looking at the end of the path,
Which cannot be seen...
Is sure,
That all hopes,
Lay at the end...

Don't know

What am I thinking,
Is a mystery..
What am I doing,
Is a case unsolved..
Without a straight mind,
Nor with a peaceful soul,
Nothing could done.
With my scrambled thoughts,
Decisions are given no options.
What can be done,
What could be done,
Are questions without answers..
Heart, soul, mind,
Became strangers,
Leaving me
Lost.