Don't know

What am I thinking,
Is a mystery..
What am I doing,
Is a case unsolved..
Without a straight mind,
Nor with a peaceful soul,
Nothing could done.
With my scrambled thoughts,
Decisions are given no options.
What can be done,
What could be done,
Are questions without answers..
Heart, soul, mind,
Became strangers,
Leaving me
Lost.

Believe la!...

TO:
SOMEONE>>>>>
who is who she is...
This Is Me!!!
^.^ XP

A Promise

Recalling the time it is made...
Recalling the reason it is made...
Recalling the person who it was made for...
It fades through time...
And resurfaces...
Like a ball at sea,
Which will nvr reach the beach...
At least, for nw...
After thoughts...
And more thoughts...
I realize, feelings can't be denied....
And the promise,
Is still held...
By a thread of hope...

Valentines

14th January,
A date...
Most would remember,
Some as the date of
Happiness
Some as the date of
Loneliness

Ah...The Last Day...

31.12.2010-Friday-Cloudy n rainy
Things happen fast within a year....
Time flies without notice...
The movement of clock hands all tis while,
Seems surreal...
Things have been done,
And not..
Feelings have been expressed,
And kept...
The desire to keep everything perfect,
Have grown for another year...
Hopes for changes,
Have been increased for the year,
Where chances, and opportunity lurks...
Nothing could be better than having the one,
I would want to be at my side,
To be at my side...
But the barrier is too strong though thin...
The small difference in distance yet unapproachable,
Led to a large dose of poison in  the heart,
Every day...
New year,
New hopes,
New experiences...
And hopefully,
new one..

Christmas

Ahh...
Its the time again,
Where people celebrate,
And hav fun...
Families come together,
Friends wish each other,
There is nothing better...
Sweet memories flow in,
Like the imaginary snow
That fall in front of me...
Hopes,
Wishes,
Arises...
For a chirstmas as good as,
Or better than 2day...
In the coming year...

Empty

Exam finishes...
Emptiness prevail...
Emptiness of life, and heart...
Emptiness of life is filled by,
Meaningless of freedom...
Emptiness of heart is filled by,
Meaningless of thoughts...
What is there is nt mine,
What is mine is nt here...
Nt here in my heart,
Where there is something that is at,
There...
Among the
Emptiness