Post After A Long Time

When night comes,
I always don't know it will be leaving soon.
Same goes for the day.
Fast Fast Fast
Endless time, a fantasy.

There are people who I like.
And people who I dislike.
People I want to be with,
And people I don't want to.
Most of all,
There are people who I want to catch up to but I cant.
I cant.
I want.
I try.
I don't know.

忙 (?)

心思重重叠叠，

无能, 无心, 无力。

能想入非非，

不能深思熟虑。

万事具备, 只欠动力，

惜哉惜哉。

若能善用一时,

便即多拥一刻。

时间如流水,

让人看着它逐渐流逝，

于是人们便急着喝水,

岂知越喝越忙。

Time Passed

A long long time before now,
There is a boy.
Flipping through the pages of life,
As carefree as he could afford to,
As easily as he is supposed to.
The clock has been ticking continuously since,
And nothing could have stopped it.
The wind that blows, the rain that fell.
The sun that rose, the moon that shone.
The people that were friends, the people that still are.
The gossips that spread, the jokes shared.
The books read, the stories enjoyed.
The facts that were, the facts that are.
Time passed,
A boy he was and a boy he is.
Even though the world is changing,
Even though time is moving on,
Even though life is getting heavier,
A boy he was and a boy he is.

Am I seeing?

What can be seen
What could be seen.
Is what I can see
Is what I could see?
I may know the many colors
But I might not understand them.
Things known
Are more than often,
Things untouched.
Am I
Missing out?
So much is there
Yet,
So much is not here.
I think I need
A revision
To see what I want to see.

Release ! / ?

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

What am I thinking all this while?

Trying so hard when there is nothing, 

A false hope build upon foolishness.

Is it because of the past?

Or the present?

It's been so long so long so long,

But it's only been about 4 months.

I know

I know

I know

Why was I so sure then?

I have been through much or less,

I could not tell.

What is the use of knowing,

When I wouldn't believe?

Tired,

Really tired.

But at least now, I can breath my own air.

Wanna Bet??

When a special feeling arise for
That someone,
That someone who have the potential of
Changing your life;
Turning it upside down,
Or set it upright.
Would you give all that you got?
With the risk of not getting anything back.
A soul trying to share some part of it
With another,
Will have to leave it's body partially.
The separation of soul and body,
Could you stand it? Bear it?
When things seem so simple
For a minute, then
Becomes difficult at the next,
The mind gets tricked into an unending loop;
That's what you would call getting crazy,
The only cure is on the other side
The other side where part of your soul is at.
Reaching out through a link that does not exist
Between two souls is no easy matter.
You may
Get lost,
Hurt yourself,
And hurt that someone,
And people around you.
And,
If the link is broken before you reach,
Your soul will break,
Scattering all over,
With pieces never to be recovered.
A gamble of soul, body, mind.
Would you bet?

Her Heart

There is a person I miss,
That I shouldn't miss,
And couldn't stop myself,
From doing so.
I know that,
A piece of my heart,
Is lost,
And went to a place,
I know,
But couldn't reach,
It is Her Heart.