Release ! / ?

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

What am I thinking all this while?

Trying so hard when there is nothing, 

A false hope build upon foolishness.

Is it because of the past?

Or the present?

It's been so long so long so long,

But it's only been about 4 months.

I know

I know

I know

Why was I so sure then?

I have been through much or less,

I could not tell.

What is the use of knowing,

When I wouldn't believe?

Tired,

Really tired.

But at least now, I can breath my own air.

Wanna Bet??

When a special feeling arise for
That someone,
That someone who have the potential of
Changing your life;
Turning it upside down,
Or set it upright.
Would you give all that you got?
With the risk of not getting anything back.
A soul trying to share some part of it
With another,
Will have to leave it's body partially.
The separation of soul and body,
Could you stand it? Bear it?
When things seem so simple
For a minute, then
Becomes difficult at the next,
The mind gets tricked into an unending loop;
That's what you would call getting crazy,
The only cure is on the other side
The other side where part of your soul is at.
Reaching out through a link that does not exist
Between two souls is no easy matter.
You may
Get lost,
Hurt yourself,
And hurt that someone,
And people around you.
And,
If the link is broken before you reach,
Your soul will break,
Scattering all over,
With pieces never to be recovered.
A gamble of soul, body, mind.
Would you bet?

Her Heart

There is a person I miss,
That I shouldn't miss,
And couldn't stop myself,
From doing so.
I know that,
A piece of my heart,
Is lost,
And went to a place,
I know,
But couldn't reach,
It is Her Heart.

记忆 幸福

记忆存库里
遗下
你的笑
你的美
你的温柔
满地滋生的思念
无处向往
拿得起  该  放得下
可是  还想寻找
幸福

好爱好爱你...

爱一个人不难, 也不容易...或许爱真的需要缘分吧...爱你, 很开心, 很伤心...我对你来说有多么重要, 我一早就懂了...只是我习惯性的欺骗自己, 相信一切仍美好...试了又试, 觉得好辛苦, 没人能了解我, 包括我...你的笑, 很美, 想天天看到它...可惜你的笑不属于我的, 你的世界里没有我...想和你分享, 可是你总不以为意...每次见到你, 会很高兴, 却也会被你的冷漠冻伤...心里迷惘, 只知道我好爱好爱你...

I Love You

I always knew...
I always always knew...
You are the only one for me...
You took my heart,
And will never give it back...
A hole in the heart,
Only you can fill...
Sickness from missin you,
Too much,
Far too much...
Your words,
Yet, So cold...
That I can feel them,
Striking deep into my heart...
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

Tired

Tiredness ...
Seeps past thoughts,
Infecting the eyes,
Promoting sleep...
Nothing is there,
To see,
Nor is there,
Any thing 2 hold...
Space unlimited.
Ideas Stars....